WOW have guys ever felt INCREDIBLY mad and annoyed and hurt and degraded as if you're viewed as some sort of unwanted foetus? Like, you are literally filled with extreme rage that you could actually strangle someone or brake a fucking glass door, nay, THREE FUCKING GLASS DOORS with your bare hands. You would always smile and let it pass and stay composed when you get shit from someone but then that one strike, that one little tick triggers a different world of madness.
You want people to respect you and take you seriously. You are not selfish. You did not do anything wrong. Yet, you still get mocked and talked down upon, you get bitched about as if you were thin air. Irritated voice filled with disgust. Like a cold, hard slap across the face. You deserve it. You need to be slapped. You don't deserve respect and you certainly don't have dignity. I do. I deserve respect. No you don't. I abhor myself. What good do you bring anyway, worthless piece of shit, you, Tasya. Tasya. Stupid Tasya.