Hi Hello This is one of those 'oh my god i am freaking out what am i going to do i am going to fail at life' type of posts. seriously speaking, my AS exams are in less than 2 months and i am in no way near prepared to sit for them while simultaneously worrying about A2 syllabuses which we are studying/trying to process into our tiny minds?? well MY tiny mind and i'll have to sit for them at the end of this year and if i don't get good grades no university will accept me and i won't know what else to do with my life and ugh and i feel like it's no use in trying now because i'll fail anyways like i do all the time
i'm not smart enough for this
i also have tons of ideas right now and i feel very inspired in ````*~~~~creating~~~~*```` stuff like zines and writing more and taking pictures and listening to more music and making videos (both artsy and vlogging) and reading A TON OF BOOKS holy shit i can't seem to balance everything and my brain is like "fuck priorities man do what you like"
but no, brain, i don't have time for that, i'll have all the time in the world next year. yet i still listen to you. there's also our school rugby team that i still want to be a part of but all these things man
regular blogging will resume in the near future
excuse me while i try to sort out my stuff and try to make wise decisions